one more page…

one more page…

 

 

Lying on the bed

I read a book

A gleam of sunlight falls on its words

Through the window on my right

The pendulum swings

Indicating that its time

My mind tells my brain

One more page…

 

One more page over

The sunlight rises

From the words of the book to my eyes

I slide down my pillow

The plot builds up

The pendulum still swinging

Its battery never dies

My mind tells my brain

One more page…

 

Moving from page to page

The sunlight occupies the room now

The body is sweating

It is hot, too hot

But I am stuck in between words

Too busy to close the window

Inspired by the pendulum’s swinging

I keep reading

I finish the last page

My breath relaxes for a bit

Another book flaps its cover near the window

My mind tells my brain

One more page…

The window.

The window.

 

the crowded roads

and the running humans

the street dogs barking

and the unnecessary fighting

nothing escapes from my view

the silent gossip

and the noisy traffic

the birds chirping

and the winds rustling

I hear everything

the woebegone reality

passes through me every day

But I don’t say anything

I maintain my calm

Life needs some things in order

to counter the disorder

I just move my glass doors

on the tunes of wind

and strike the wall

to thrash my frustration

I maintain silence in my house

I try to bring fresh air

and dulcet tones of birds

to refresh the minds of humans

I am just a window

and all I do is just my job. 

 

Wounded.

Wounded.

 

the freckled dark skin
the dirty pointed nails
mingled with each other
resulting in blood
dark red blood
with viscous flow
there was a pain
excruciating pain
the blotch it left
on the skin
was treated
with intense care
the pain persisted
the wounds of the body
were healed
but the wounded heart
kept crying for survival.

Redefine.

Redefine.

 

 

Running bare feet on wet grass

Looking for the bright light shining

Far away in the sky

Several others joined on the way

Blindly following the light

All of them determined

That it is God

Who has the power to illuminate the sky?

It has to be someone with infinite potential

Who discovers God first?

It became the real fight now

The curiosity inside the heart

Transformed into ego and deceit

They all reached the light

Some before some after

All claimed that they saw it first

Religions were formed

Rituals were performed

With the absence of love in their heart

They invented the creator

Popularly known as God

The bright light is gone now

The dark night is here

 Years passed in a blink

Even now when there is munificence around

When the heart feels and gives love

That bright light shines inside the heart

It tries to find existence

And redefine God.

 

Smoke.

Smoke.

 

 

 

The smoke from the factory was rising above

Fluttering like a flag trying to touch the firmament

The curious eyes were long waiting on the window

To see the dimness and the breaking of clouds to rain

But they were unaware of the deceit of the evil smoke

When the smoke disappeared, the black sky turned azure

The soul is protected by the flesh and imbibed by the heart

But it is shrouded by the fluttering haughtiness

Like the evil smoke

It is deceiving the mind to believe the unreal

The mind seeks comprehension of the real

The pure divine soul without the haughtiness

And the azure sky without the evil smoke.

What is Life?

What is Life?

 

 

The desire to play in the rain

The irremovable cloth stain

To sleep for hours

The injuries and scars

All desires transformed

Into new ones

To have lofty fame

To have monetary gain

Their desirability increased the effort

Hard work took from failure to success

The journey was filled with maledictions

But the desires were passionately imbibed by the heart

Now new transformations awaits

To love and get loved by family and friends

To teach the experience gained

To discover the depths of death

Before it snatches the last breath

It is now one on one

It is looking directly into the eyes

Death is scared of getting alive

The unsatisfied curiosity is jolting the heart

A drop of water emanates from the eyes

It travels through the rough skin

To reach the dry lips

After living every moment abundantly

The lips vibrate in fear

And asks death one question,

‘What is life?’

 

 

Trap door.

Trap door.

 

 

Standing on a trap door
Inside which
Resides the emotions
Of love and freedom
Of sanctity and peace
All of them coalesced together
Fighting with fortitude
To come out in the open
To dance with the ecstatic waves
Covering the seas
To relish the ferocious winds
The fervent veracity
Is kicking the door hard
It is suffocating inside
The trap door remains closed
Standing on it
Is an invisible, imaginary, and menacing evil
Created by the illusion of lies with artifice
You were trapped
Or you are trapped
If you decipher its name.

That stopped clock……

That stopped clock……

It was moving continuously, without any interruption, it always did. And it has been really long since my wall clock stopped. It seemed that its crisp voice of motion in my silent room was trying to convey something to me.

I was trying to find the hidden message in that convivial sound, it felt like it was really tired. Yes, nothing strange, my wall clock was really tired of seeing me like this, my incorrigible attitude was troubling it.

It was heartbroken when it found out that I didn’t care about its motion, i didn’t care even about what will happen if it stopped. But even after I avoided its troubles, it understood me, it showered its benevolence on me.

Every minute its hand came back to its original position, the exact same position. I found it similar to myself, as I was also the same as before, no change or growth from last few years.

I was still starring at the clock, realizing what is its purpose, why it keeps moving on and on without reaching or stopping anywhere. Then I realized who am I to castigate the clock, when I am in exactly the same situation, moving without a purpose.

The clock didn’t had the ability for getting knowledge, but I did, then also I chose nescience.

With these thoughts in my mind, I was lost in a world, a world with no one but me and that clock, just interacting with each other. And suddenly I fell down, I looked back and there was no one there, the clock was gone.

When I came back again to reality, I looked at the clock, it stopped.
I now understood what it was trying to say all this time. It was telling me to get up and learn, to grow, to enjoy.

Though it stopped, but the time didn’t, it was still flowing in that outside world. And I was still sitting wondering about the message I just got from that clock.

I stood up and went outside, moving on with time, leaving behind my nescience to give company to that stopped clock.

It was strange though, a stopped clock started my time…

freedom to die….

freedom to die….

There was a child, a normal regular child, with a bit of innocence and a charming mischievousness. A slight correction though, he was not perfect, and no one is actually, but his imperfect parents were really disappointed with him.

How dare he was so imperfect in the world full of perfect individuals, or should I say, why wasn’t he imperfect in a way like others were ? Why was he so different?


For the parents, his abilities were less important, they were more focused on his weaknesses. That was the starting point of his cutting away from this perfect world, so devastated was his self respect, he was standing on his feet, but from inside he was on his knees, completely thrashed.

His limitations kept haunting him forever, but his fidelity towards his parents was still prevailing. He thought as if he was caged in this free world.


They all were afraid of death, he was afraid of life. He was found hanged a few days later, going against his parents seemed a lot more  difficult to him than dying.


They judged him, ridiculed him.
But who cared what went on his mind?
No one.
We demand freedom to live and express, but for some,  being free is to die.
Why can’t we accept their freedom?
If not, then why in the first place create such violent surroundings that for one to be free, death seems to be the only option.
What is the point of your life, if it has to survive within the walls made from maledictions of judgemental people?
It takes courage to live, absolutely true, no doubt about that.
But have you ever wondered how much courage one needs to die?
Think for yourself..